http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/ .:. 0nE wAy TRaiN .:. Sat, 20 Jan 2007 22:25:02 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Photography Writing Relationships http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/260.html Sat, 09 Sep 2006 09:24:09 GMT i have been blogging for three years now. every now and then i'd change layouts because i'd get bored with it and i wouldn't be inspired to write. other times, it'll be the blog addy that i'd have to change because my identity have been exposed and moving is inevitable if i wanted to continue writing the way i do. onewaytrain was something that entered my mind when i was on the way home while nursing a broken heart. i needed a release of some sort and this came about. =) and it went on and on. of course by then, my broken heart healed and onewaytrain because onewaytrain because i loved... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=260 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/259.html Wed, 06 Sep 2006 00:13:41 GMT it's funny how people would grow on you unexpectedly. just like me missing christopher. i haven't seem him for maybe 6 hours, yet i miss him. when he's around though, i tend to run away from him because all he wants to do is for me to pick him up and make him sit on my lap while he watches the wiggles. then there's him. i don't know why i'm feeling this way. i'm not usually like this. when i spoke with m, he told me it's probably just because i've gotten used to having him around that now that he's busy doing stuff, i'm getting panicky. of course, there's the ultimate crush. i seem... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=259 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/258.html Tue, 05 Sep 2006 23:41:00 GMT i feel so lost. :( http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=258 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/256.html Mon, 28 Aug 2006 07:34:31 GMT whereas other people dislike the feel of hospitals, i actually like them. i feel some sort of dislike though about airports. airports spell goodbye to me. i remember crying as i board my first solo plane ride. i cried on my last trip out knowing that i'll be leaving behind friends. i cried on the trip prior to that one, thinking of some stupid guy i was leaving. whatever reason i use, as long as it's going to take place in an airport, my tears would just fall voluntarily. today, as my sister and i dropped off our parents at the airport, i couldn't stop the tears again from falling. my... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=256 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/255.html Fri, 25 Aug 2006 07:22:16 GMT as of late, i have tons (when i say tons, i mean TONS) of magazines, books and those little instruction manuals that i have to read. i also have a lot (and when i say, a lot, you know what i mean) of DVDs stacked up on my desk. i seems to have had a sudden impulse to do a marathon of west wing. well, i try to. but everytime i sit down, fully intent on watching it, i all of a sudden think of something more important to do --- like maybe read those manuals and stuff. and to think i was thinking of writing down what had happened to me in LA. i had tons of kuwento in mind to blog about. ... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=255 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/254.html Tue, 15 Aug 2006 07:21:53 GMT my name is boO bear. and these are my adventures. yipee! i was told that we're going for a ride. i'm all packed up and ready to go. i like riding in the front though i can't quite see the road. guess where i'm at? in n' out! :) i love them burgers. okay. so that was tiring. i'll go nite-nite now! i'll see you on my next adventure. http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=254 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/253.html Fri, 11 Aug 2006 23:16:07 GMT i might actually have a direct line to God. apparently, when i wrote my last post, He was listening or maybe even read my blog because i just got word this morning that the vegas trip got cancelled. which is good really because i wasn't so hot about vegas anyway. and vegas being cancelled just means i get to stay another day in LA. yes, i have already envisioned myself riding that mechanical bull and i'm ready to conquer it actually provided i am drunk so as to find the nerve to do so. :) anyway, i spent the first four hours of the day (that's 12:00-4:00am) in my bed, staring at the... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=253 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/252.html Fri, 11 Aug 2006 03:38:25 GMT tomorrow will mark the last day before the beginning of a hectic week for me. although it seems as though i'm taking a vacation since i'm heading south, i'm not. hell, if it were up to me, i wouldn't even be going anywhere this week. i much rather just stay at home and worry myself to paranoia and eventually death. anyway, saturday's LA. i already told e that it doesnt' take much to make me happy --- happy in a sense that one would think i'm high. =) seriously, all i want is to drown in alcohol while singing i will survive. that and evanescence's my immortal. but apparently,... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=252 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/251.html Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:33:58 GMT so e and i were talking. about saturday. about going clubbing. about hanging out. about them troubles. and about what the best way to go about it. and it got me thinking. about sacrifices. about priorities. about what's right and what's wrong. about being friends. about contentment. this is what i came up with. that maybe i need to give some to win some. that i may need to give up the only person who's been making me smile. but that's the funny thing about the situation. i don't want to lose him. he's become such a trusted confidante and losing him would mean losing a lot... (more) http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=251 http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/archive/250.html Sat, 05 Aug 2006 06:34:31 GMT i wonder at times how long i can stay in this situation. of not knowing where i stand in your life. or of knowing that i can never really be a part of your life. i guess that's what hurts most. would you even see through my fake smiles that i'm hurting? and then i wonder, would that move you? probably not. this is as good as it gets, right? =( http://onewaytrain.blogdrive.com/comments?id=250